Self immolation could work.

Nobody is judging your body. We're all too busy judging our own and hoping you don't notice our flaws.

well, obviously that is disturbing. I really would like you to open up to people about your thoughts, especially to see a professional. i have, and it has worked for me. mental health is priority 1 my friend

If it just a random question in your head and if you are really thinking about doing this, either way go get some help.

As a person with tons of medical issues and crap tons of setback and bad luck, I can honestly say: It gets better. Life I found, when at it’s shittiest, is just a waiting game. You will find what makes you happy again. But you need to hang in there to get to that. Therapy, maybe meds, and support will eventually change and things for the better. I’ve had a broken back, I have bad carpal tunnel, been divorced, cheated on, have a twisted left leg, multiple TBIs from being T-boned 2x (none my fault, both by law unabiding, uninsured drivers), have memory issues, and live in pain 24/7, have held on long enough to find: A marriage in which Im happy, became a CEO of a business I started, bought a house fully with cash on a lake, and in general increased my happiness. Its why I can say this. But really, its not good for you in this state. If anything: know this: your pets will mourn you if you pass. And they will notice. So, if you dont think anyone cares, or things wont get better, your pets care, I care, and I’m living proof things can be better even in the shittiest of lives. Please reach out to the suicide hotline at 1-800-273-8255. There really is hope.

Hey, who are those people?! Look at them!! What did they reach with their dumb mindset and opinions?! Are they Olympiads?! Are they models?! Never care about them. Their opinion doesn’t mean anything. It won’t change the world. Free yourself from this shitty bubble of thoughts. Try to change your thoughts and make yourself confident and if that meant that you need to lose weight, then go ahead and start your diet. I just started dieting 3 days ago btw. Change your circle of friends or those people who are judging you. And, if you ended up unable to change your mindset yourself go for counseling. Do anything it takes to gather your strength and confidence together . But those people don’t deserve to kill yourself for them. Love yourself and know that there are many people out there having worse bodies than yours or even bodies with diseases. So be thankful of where you at and try to be better. Also always remember that your value is never in your body. 👍🏻

Feel better OP. I've been there, this link should hopefully be of some use. https://www.nami.org/Home They have a hotline, also a texting number, as well as other ways to get help to feel better.

1 (800) 273 - 8255 Suicide Hotline 741 - 741 Crisis Help Text Line

1-800-273-8255 PLEASE call this number if you continue having these thoughts. You deserve to see the beauty in life & I hope you get the help you need. You are worth it.

I hope you’re doing alright