Not sure about self-respect, but you HAD to go to a hooker? Also, considering you had to beg for them to take the money, it's entirely possible that they pitied you. Sorry to hear, OP

Congrats OP, whats done is done buddy NO REGRETS..but would love to know the story WHY the hell u begged!! F* YOUR LIFE

consider urself lucky.. m sure there r ppl out there who maynot have had that opportunity

There are lots of wonderful sex workers out there that can help you with your confidence in sexuality and relationships. Maybe it's not the way you want to remember your first time, but I wish you wouldn't show such disgust and disrespect to someone like that. She is a person. Maybe your blatant disgust for her and her line of work was why she didn't want to and you had to talk her into it. Even "hookers" have standards. Maybe if you treated her like a human being, you could've had a nice time.

Fake

free trial bro

Did OP have to beg because he was a virgin? Or was it some other reason? Personally, I would have rather lost my virginity to a higher end escort than to the woman I actually did lose it with. That should give you an idea of just how horrible of an experience it was for me. That side, I think the OP left out the reason for having to beg, which can change the what the post means.

I'd do it with you for free

Ummm...you're going to jail.

Holden?