Wow op, this is easily the saddest Fml I have ever read. I know it's hard to be outgoing and put yourself out there, but if you can do so. I'm sure there are some amazing people whom would love to be friends with you. Trust me I know how hard it is. But it will be worth it. I also agree with what others are saying. Be honest with your mom. One, she will respect you for it. Two, maybe she would go shopping with you. She's not just your parent. She's your friend too. I wish you nothing but the best of luck kiddo. I hope things get better.

theres no problem being alone it just shows your strong and dont need to depend on others to do things. i sometimes go to the movies alone if i got no one to go with. no shame in it.

Ahhhh that sucks I'm so sorry

You aren't the only one who feels lonely. You need to join a club or something at school or in town. Maybe volunteer at a shelter or something if you like animals. Don't be sad OP. Believe me everyone feels this way at some point. And yes tell your mom. She'll understand

It seems like OP spends a lot of time at the mall, maybe mom has personal reasons for wanting to get rid of OP regardless of his/her feelings.

join a sports team, that's the easiest way to make friends your age and you can be healthy while doing so

Hang on there , you will find someone

It's ok OP I know the feeling :( my mother always asks me why I don't like going out so I'm always pressured into going out with friends even if I don't want to. And if you lived near me I would be your friend ?

Why not drop the pretense and find places to hang out where you can make friends?

Did you put this on FML and whisper?