You is the better one. She make her choice on the good daughter, but this don't mesn you aren't a good person. I know this could takes away self-esteem, but you isn't alone. I promise there are others out there dealing with these kind of thing. You can kik me anytime if you want, but you have to Instagram me because if I tells you everyone'll want to kik me. My kik is always free and I promise I will be available. Suicide isn't a good choice. It isn't good. Your sister suck up to your mom which isn't good. You can talk to your mom about how you feels because your mom is understanding even if she don't have good morals.

Keep your chin up. You will get to enjoy the fruits of your wise choices.

What has the world come to ..

And the Mother of the Year Award goes to...

I blame shows like sixteen and pregnant for such praise

Your sister can do it... why cant you?

Just hang in there op

If you're 19, why does your mother's opinion still matter?

your mother should be at the age no older than 34

It's sounds like in this situation it's better to have your mother mad at you rather than proud of you. Keep doing what you're doing, OP.