If you don't love your husband, why are you even still together? Maybe a separation is what you need. YDI for not sorting out your own relationship problems.

I truly think you need to have a talk with your husband without anyone around or telling anyone and work out how you are truly feeling.

You might want to do something about that.

I'm really sorry to hear this OP. I know what it's like from a child's point of view. My dad had a really really stressful job and hated it and at the time couldn't stand my mom for various reasons. He contemplated leaving her when I, youngest of 4 children, eventually move out. It has gotten better as my mom eased up a bit on some things. My dad also retired from his stressful job but works a lot just to stay out of the house from her. When I was very little my dad actually left (not officially divorced her but was getting ready to). They tried everything but for mine and my siblings' sake they stayed together. I hope everything works out for you and your husband for the best. Good luck OP and please follow up

FYHL - F your husband's life.

Change your job then look at a divorce. The other way around is more painful.