Save money for the therapist.

I read this comment after commenting. Calm down, you can't blame everyone for the rude advices. I'm sorry for my initial comment though. Now that you shared the full story, I guess I do understand. I hope things get better for you. :)

You'll never come out on top if you're comparing yourself to other women. Beauty really is in the eye of the beholder so there's always going to be someone more beautiful than you. Instead, focus on the stuff that really matters, since we're all going to wrinkle up in the end anyway, and all you'll have left is your personality. Read some books, find new interests, help other people and become the kind of person that others want to be around. I know it's hard not to compare yourself to the women your boyfriends cheated on you with, but you've gotta believe me when I tell you it had nothing to do with their beauty, or any other traits that you deem more desirable than your own. It's definitely the cheater's problem, not yours. You're at an age now where you can start to get over the crap you experienced growing up. The older you get, the more you'll find that looks don't matter.

try 80s Glam rock that makes any jealous

Have you read the story of Snow White? You're the Queen. Also, there's a difference between being a whining bitch and actually having bad things happen to you. It's wrong to feel bad because you're not as good looking as other people. It's wrong to harbor such feelings. Not everyone can be at the top, you know. You need to be humble and unassuming, you need to stop comparing yourself with other people. Good luck.

You shouldve said today I realized how big of a hater I am.

You're bi polar? So is my wife. It's hard to deal with, but with support, a good SO and good friends, you can do it. I wish you all the best. Good luck!

OP, you didn't choose to have it happen to you, but you did choose to post an FML. Have you ever been to this site before, or on the internet? Not everyone is going to be nice! Don't like it? Don't post.

Kinda ironic how all the pretty girls chime in on this FML saying that she is silly to feel that way.

Honestly, I feel the same way a lot. But I know I have a problem. I feel for you, OP.