Are you OK?
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You need a hobby, and it's not this one.
Go outside. Get help.
I’m not sure this sort of imagining thing is healthy for you right now if that’s what your mind immediately did to your pretend guy. Do you usually go with the absolute worst-case scenario in a “This can’t last” type mindset? Consider seeking therapy if the answer is yes, if that’s possible for you.
Am I the only one who thinks OP's dream guys is just a toxic piece of shit? I don't usually judge taste, but "brooding, cold and heartless" doesn't exactly sound great, and rather that OP wants a hot guy who will treat her like shit "but secretly cares about [her]".
@Plop - No, I agree with you.
Hey, at least you didn't stalk him on Facebook, so you've got that going for you!
You need to learn how to take charge of your thoughts. It is not possible for everyone to take absolute control but there is a lot that you can do by yourself. Youtube is a great resource in this regard.
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Go outside. Get help.
You need a hobby, and it's not this one.