that is sick

Well, I'm just going to be the guy that tries to be a bit nicer here. I imagine that you probably can't control your feelings for him at the time, or maybe it just seems like it, but just wait it out. Trust me, it'll pass and you go and find someone who makes you happier or something like that. I'm sorry that you try to reveal something dark about yourself and every one looks at you as a sicko of some sort. Yes, it's possible to develop feeling for a sibling, but if you just wait you'll probably have them go away or find someone else. I'm not saying what you have is a problem, but to try and act on it would ruin the relationships you already have and make you feel even more of an out cast than you undoubtably feel right now. Sorry OP

Don't worry about all the hate you're getting, it's actually fairly common and pretty normal to experience attraction to family members (even if people will rarely ever admit it). FYL because I'm sure it's a very troubling and confusing situation for you OP. OP never specified it was sexual either, romantic attraction is totally different (though it'd be pretty normal either way).

Oh god please don't tell me you're blood related

I had to reread that a few times...

I'm gonna just some up my feelings and clearly many others with a few choice words: ew ew ew ew ew!

Came for the comments

Step brother...maybe ?

Someone is an idiot.....

Don't worry about commenting, this idiot is from L.A. Let them drop off into the ocean eventually and do us the favor.