I feel for you, but at leaf you get to see her, I haven't seen my grandfather since I was 11

You're not alone OP! -__-

Well, now you know you were adopted.

Thanks everyone for your support :) To make things clear, I am gonna answer some of your questions. First, I am the youngest child and the only daughter of her first child. Second, she has 22 grandchildren and I visit her regularly. Third, she has more than one picture of me but she just put them inside the drawer. she always ask my cousins for pictures of them, and my mom once offered her to give her new pictures of me but she ignored her. She even has pictures of her immigrant grandchildren whom she never met before or know how to speak their language. And no, I am not adopted, I am old enough to know that. I just don't know why she is always cold and mean to me.

Same! My grandmother recently added pictures of my uncle's dogs too, and the grandchild she openly says she hates. She has plenty of pictures of me, but she wont put them up, but it's okay, I'm still going to love her regardless.

My grandmother did the same thing to me it was after I had came out about my parents abusing me my birth mother is her daughter, well I had went over there once to visit I was about 16 or 17 and she had taken all of the pictures of me down even the ones of me and my siblings cause I was in some of those. But she kept up my brother and sisters. I had went into what used to be called our play room when we were Little and saw them laid down face first on the floor. It broke my heart. Yrs later I asked her why and still to this day she can't answer me. I'm sorry she did that to you it hurts well it did me.

Sorry OP for that.Hopefully she will realize she is wrong for that and straighten up.If not,screw her she isn't worth it.

I know how you feel OP my grandma did the same thing at one stage but to me and my brothers. She would ask my cousins for some pictures but never me or my brothers.

Go to the source....ask her to explain why she doesn't have any pictures.

I think the real problem here is pretty obvious. If you look at all the pictures that ARE up you then hav eto ask yourself, "Self, is it the one inch piece of ratfood mole on the tip of my nose or i it the fact that I'm 5'3" and weigh 400 lbs? " . If it's neither of those then I think you take it a step further..."Self, why does everyone whose picture is up have a poofy afro?". Surely it's one or the other. There's no good reason for grammy to have everyone up except you. I think it's the first one. I had this friend once, well, not a friend, but really an acquaintance...well..not really that either. She worked at the Johnny Qwik and her name was Stinky Jill. That wasn't really her name but we called her that because she was stinky and you couldn't read the name on the nametag because it was so old but she seemed like her name should be Jill. Anyway, Stinky Jill always complained about how no one in the world loved her, not even her mom because they were all jealous of her and all the achievements she had made in life. Well, one day I pointed out to her that she worked at the Johnny Qwik for minimum wage and had been doing so for 12 years, and also that she stank like a freshly laid turd that had recently eaten a dead gopher. So, maybe they weren't all wrong about her. I dunno....but I am positive stinky Jill also blew the bums behind the shop for spare change so I don't think she should have been bragging. Anyway, stinky Jill got burned up while cleaning out a hot fry machine at Bobby Salazar's and to be honest I think she looks a lot better now with all the burn scars. Also, she smells like old rubber now, so that's an improvement. I think your story is much like hers. I pretty much hate you