YDI. No serious if you can’t tell what’s was wrong with this while you were writing it I shouldn’t have to explain it to you.

That’s real life sometimes - Not as good as you imagine. OP - Sorry it wasn’t what you imagined. It would have been less awkward if it was closer to your home - You could have left if you wanted to. I suggest you stick closer to home. At least that way there is less time and expense invested if it does not work out. I simply do not believe in long distance relationships unless it’s temporary and you already have an in-person history before the separation. It’s too easy to avoid uncomfortable truths from a distance and then when you do get together it’s disappointing. Do not give up, you will find someone for you but you may have to either adjust your expectations or readjust yourself in some way if you are having trouble in dating and relationships. Dating is a lot like job interviews - The chances of finding a great job on the first interview is slim. You have to keep trying while you polish your skills at presenting yourself and at checking out the situation.