It worries me that instead of getting help you're posting about it here.

STOP IT!

Well often does this happen.

Drinking wine on the toilet is not an indicator of alcoholism in and of itself, but if you feel your life is getting out of control because of alcohol, seek help. Go to an A.A. meeting. Consider going to rehab. These things do work, but you have to WANT to make them work. Sober 23 years now, pretty darn happy about it too.

The good news is you realize this is a problem. That way the next step is getting help. My uncle is an alcoholic, but he doesn't think he is. He gets drunk every day and while drunk, is the most obnoxious, insufferable know it all who loves to pick arguments. He always thinks he is right and his stupid smug expression on his red drunken face makes you wanna slap it off with a shovel.

the bathtub is a much more comfortable place if you choose to do it again.

Don't worry OP! Keep abusing your booze and soon your liver will be so destroyed that you won't have to worry about being on the toilet with a bottle anymore. The nurses could connect you to a few tubes from your very own hospital bed. Don't like that thought? Maybe you wanna do something serious to put your health back on track. Good luck, whatever path you choose.

The first step is admitting you have an addiction. The second is getting help, try AA meetings and best of luck.

There is other places to drink wine?

Realising that you have a problem is the first step to recovery. Now really is the time to try an AA meeting.