I feel you .. :/

I can't believe there are so many YDIs on this! Do people not get that addiction is something that spirals out of a person's control? Alcoholism is a disease, and while I am so sorry that you've got such a serious problem, I hope that maybe you realizing and acknowledging it can be the push that gets you to look into recovery. I wish you all the best with ridding yourself of the addiction, OP.

I don't see a problem with this...

OP - Hon, I think it's time you started seeing someone in regards to your drinking. And they say that recognizing your problem is the first step to overcoming it...

Don't flatter yourself buddy. OP wasn't looking for sympathy from you individually.

You kiddin'? I call dibs on the sink :)

Are you sure you aren't just in college?

I hope you get help, op. My mom was a drunk and the highlight of my 4th bday party was her collapsing on the floor passed out, while I was trying to show her my new toy vacuum Not the best memory to hold on to

Well you sound like a good time.

i woke up with a black eye and a concussion once after drinking, that was pretty much my wake up call.