tipical moron

YDI for both the FML and the lack of bedroom enjoyment. How's a guy supposed to know how to pleasure you when you tell him the wrong thing is right? I cannot understand why anyone would put up with YEARS of dissatisfaction, especially for such a stupid reason.

YDI ._.

Then why are you with him?

You're only hurting yourself and miseducating your boyfriend how to please you. Most guys aren't born with the ability hardwired. They have to learn it like most everything else.

after YEARS of faking? What do you have sex with your bf for then? ydi.

I hope your boyfriend dumps you! Faking orgasms for years makes YOU a bitch. Not to mention probably a gold digger as well. You TOTALLY deserved that, however since you fake anyways, you enjoyed your doctor touching you so it probably wasn't a fake moan, you just don't remember what a real one is!

If you can't enjoy sex with your significant other you shouldn't be together

Are you crazy?! Why fake it? If it's not feeling good, help the guy out and give a little direction. Sex is kind of pointless otherwise. It's supposed to be great for both. Faking it is lying and you shouldn't be being dishonest with him. Trust and communication are major things in a good relationship and it doesn't sound like you're allowing that. You're dooming your own relationship. If you care about him, work on this and try going advice. I'm sure he would give you that courtesy if the roles were reversed. Sorry, but it sounds like karma got you back on this one OP.

Just talk to your boyfriend on what to do to please you. If you fake it then you will never actually have pleasure. YDI