174, look up the stats. You just said you don't know much about it, so why contradict me? Before you make assumptions, I suggest you read up on it. I suggest the work by Bennett as a starting point.

For those who are saying that maybe OP just wanted to talk to "someone" and he chose, out of all the people he knows, this girl he has a crush on to talk to: here is a scenario. OP texts his crush. The girl, from the goodness of her heart calls up OP, even though she has been getting irritated of him stalking her. The OP is happy, and gets the idea that she has a crush on him too, and starts stalking her even more. That'll be an awkward and annoying situation to be in. I have been in her place, and know how it feels. I have learnt that the best way is to ignore a person stalking you if you don't want to get into a relationship with them. That is what this girl is doing, and it is good.

I'm sorry about your whole situation. That sucks. I've dealt with depression before, and it can destroy you. A thing I've learned though is you can't rely on other people to help you feel better. Because honestly, they either don't or just stop caring. Find something else to cheer you up. Don't rely on others. Ultimately, it'll just make you feel worse. Try writing down your feelings, or just listen to some music. It sounds lame, but it helps. Things will eventually get better. Push away the suicidal thoughts and think happy ones :)

sounds like something I've done. but then again he tried hooking up with me after his best friend dumped me. so yea...

Hey bud, just want to say that someone, and many people in fact, care about you and would care if you were gone. From someone who has lost a friend to suicide, *I* am the one that has to live with him being gone. HE took the easy way out and left so many people left absolutely crushed. I care about him so much, but it's the truth. Think about the people in your life who would be hurting, more than you're hurting right now. There's so much more you're meant to experience hun. I'm praying for you.

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Forget that hoe, but if you text her all the time, of course she'll get annoyed.

This person doesn't need help at all. It's completely attention-seeking. They just need to grow up. #1: IT WAS POSTED ON FML!!! How "serious" can it possibly be? #2: If they were serious, they wouldn't out it, they'd just do it. #3: If it was that serious, they would've taken that response from their crush worse, not posted it online to a site where everyone posts their misfortunes for everyone elses amusement. Nobody gets on FML to feel bad for others. They get on for a laugh. the poster obviously thought there was comedic value behind it.

Poor OP~ Dont feel bad, your presumed ex-crush now, is obviously an ass, there are times when your going to get super depressed. However, suicide is never the answer even if something as devastating as this happens. Someone i know has been rejected by a girl who was the center of their world, and it made them seriously upset for quiet sometime (id know i helped them keep their head up), but then someone even more amazing came along, and the same will happen for you, just hold out. Suicide is never the answer. At everyone who is hating against "Emo's" grow up and stop acting like children, these labels on people shouldn't mean anything, just because someone acts differently or dresses differently doesn't mean they should be alienated from everyone else.

...your name should be "whysoemo?"