Don't think your mom doesn't care. I know I don't know the whole story behind your feelings but I know my story and the stories of those around me... Maybe you're good at hiding how you feel? Or maybe she notices but doesn't know how to handle the situation, maybe she's asked before and you said nothing was wrong so she is hesitant to ask again. Maybe she's in denial that her wonderful child could be suffering when she's doing what she can to give you what you need? Maybe it's easier to ask the cat because the cat can't answer back? All I know is that for a year and a half I was depressed before my parents said anything, and even then I told them nothing was wrong. It's a difficult thing for parents. And I am guessing your mother does care about you very much. Talk to her... And if I'm wrong, then talk to someone else. Suicide solves nothing.

i hope you find someone to talk to - best of wishes

FYL.

@#11 Are you ******* kidding me? In what universe have you ever thought "I should probably challenge someone who is talking about suicide to prove to me he would kill himself"? Who the **** cares if you don't believe someone will commit suicide, it's never ******* okay to mock or call the bluff of someone who has any potential of being suicidal. You just basically tried to say "You're too chicken to try it attention hog, I dare you." Dick. OP, Don't kill yourself, listen to the other comments this guy's a dick.

Get help... NOW!!!!

Down the road, not across the street. Make it count!

don't do it. my uncle committed suicide last october, and it devastated everyone who ever met him. trust me, you are loved. PLEASE get help. call one of the numbers on this site.. they're always there to talk. http://suicidehotlines.com/

Get laid and bust a nut you'll feel better about yourself and thank yourself for not being an idiot and killing yourself. There so much in this world to enjoy, go out and have fun it'll get your mind off things.

I went through a pretty bad stint when i was entering grade 7, all my friends went to a different school and the ones that went to the same school as me rejected me in favour of other "cooler" kids and bullied me every day. My father was abusive and my mother perferred to coddle my older sister over me, my parents also fought each other on a daily basis and my father blamed me for every problem that erupted from the fights. Needless to say I was very depressed at the time and contemplated suicide on a daily basis but told noone of my problem ( I should have), I even went as far as to write a suicide note one day before my wits came back to me. However, over time, the more i thought about suicide the more i thought about how insanely stupid it was to do it. I have my whole life ahead of me, lands i've never traveled, people i've never met, things that I want to do before i die. So I strengthened my resolve and fought against all the challenges that faced me. Im now in post-secondary with plenty of friends to count on and looking forward to a new life that ive set out for myself. I hope you can find your inner strength to fight all the demons in your life.

Reminds me of that song Suicidal Thoughts by Biggie Smalls. Good song. Suicide is stupid, it's a cowardly way out and do you think your going to get any more respect by going out that way? Think how hard it will be for your parents and friends and other family membres.