I know how you felt kee. I don't cut, but I do purge. I may not have control over anything else, but u can control what I do to my body.

Oh please! Cut the bull! If your parents went through your private stuff as a child, you would have flown the damn coop! Privacy is a right for everyone! If you want to get moral look in the bible where it talk about the relationships between parents

And that's why I don't have a diary, I just have it all inside my head.

By the way: OP said nothing about cutting. As a cutter myself, I would never put that on paper. That's too private.

Ya well maybe she should have because she could be plotting something evil. Better be safe then sorry.

I can see how people end up addicted to various destructive tendencies, but I still don't understand how someone starts. I have never once thought that I should slice up my arm when I was depressed. How does an idea like that get planted in your head in the first place? It just doesn't make sense to me. And if you feel like I'm unfairly targeting you, don't, because I still don't understand what leads people to pick up smoking.

77, grand theft auto

A lot of people start smoking when they are drunk, they will have a cigarette here and there and then it's starts to become a problem. A lot of people I've talked to that's how they started. Or their boyfriend/girlfriend smoked so they decided to try it, same thing with friends.

Boo hoo your mom loves you and worries.

we're all just a little crazy