Do think like that it will only make things worse. It's no true anyway about any human being people are way to hard on themselves especially you. You have to build of some self confidence and everything will get better. People like people who like themselves. When I say that I don't mean obsessed. What I mean is that people like people with self confidence. Don't worry keep your chin up there is a special girl out there for you.

atleast you got to kiss her lol

I kissed when I was 10... got laid when I was 12, and seriously... I regret it both :) but no worries, sooner or later you'll kiss the right girl =]

Not the end of the world. We girls can be total bitches. Just shrug it off and try not to take it too personally. She's not worth the effort.

I assume by "stage kissed" it means that you were together in a play? Let me first say that if a girl truly found you "repulsive" she would never kiss you. She would have hover kissed you and would have insisted upon it had she found you truly repulsive. So with that said, she probably likes you but just tell others that she found you "repulsive" because the kiss is stagged and well she probably got a lot of friends. At 17, high school girls are like that because there are a lot more social pressures. With that said, you should act on it. If a girl was easy with you, she'd be easy with anyone else. The thing is girls got to know when a guy really means he's going to stick around. So by playing hard to get, she's just testing whether or not you truly like her. The worst thing that'll happen here is that she'll slap ya in the face, but that isn't as bad as a lifetime of wondering what could have been.

bicths they come they go Yo

Yes, it is correct, but it looks a little odd when you use the word in English and then use the same word in American English in the same comment.

wait your first kiss or just with the girl

We're the same age and I still haven't had mine...FML

who cares about the first kiss, the last kiss is what counts :)