OP, So tell me again why you can't be glad that you are rid of her? If its because she got someone else to dump you for her, just pretend like it was her. Like you pretended that you were dating a semi decent person that doesn't deserve to get punched in the face and throat repeatedly.

Just shows how much of a bitch she truly is. No worries op!

YLS because of how she dumped you. YDI because you describe her as being verbally abusive and illiterate and you did nothing about getting rid of her yourself.

You are better off with out her ,she is cold hearted & plays games.

You know, the comparison of her to an illiterate baboon's shit might be the place where your relationship started to go downhill...

^Not that she wasnt bring a bitch herself. Ouch

At least things can only get better, op. :)

Please take my advice - value yourself higher than this and tell her it's over. Nothing is worth living like this, I've done it, and you will not get this lost time back. ACT! Life is too short to take shit from anyone, and loneliness is better than having your soul beaten up and diminished. There are better things out there waiting for you to take a step towards it. <3

A lot of people stay in bad relationships because of hope. They keep thinking that some day it will get better.

She must have had bomb pussy if you have been putting up with that..