Having been dealing with mental illness since high school (almost 20 years now), I understand where you're coming from. Although in my case is was my dad, not my mom. I still struggle daily, although proper med management with a psychiatrist I trust as well as weekly therapy sessions with a psychologist has helped immensely. My father still doesn't understand, and constantly asks me why I can't just deal with it. But I'm starting to understand that his comments are coming from his own insecurities and lack of understanding. Having a proper diagnosis is the first step in regaining independence, and I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart. Good luck, the road is long and arduous, but you can, and will, persevere.

dood lik totz i agree wit dat shizz. lik i tel ma mamma dat all dayyy. lik wtf mayn lik do u evn no yolo?

I used to be schizophrenic, but we're okay now...

Know those feels. That sucks, OP. Hopefully she'll come around.