Leave the abusive bitch.

That sounds so awful, and she sounds so awful. Ditch her!

you should went doggystyle to avoid the death stare

If she's conscious enough to be giving you death glares, you need to work on your technique.

I wouldn't even count that as losing your virginity because it was mostly fear. No one should have that kind of pressure put on them during sex, especially their first time. Was she aware it was your first time? If so, she should have known that most guys don't last very long in that situation. She sounds abusive OP, and I hope you dumped her. Someday you'll find someone who's worth it.

my first time sucked so did my gfs first time. don't wait until 1am when you're tired!

Dominatrix much?

Boy u strattle that lil pony with ya piss pump ok pump ya chest out and go bare back on ya women n finish on her back they like that son then they'll make ya a samich while u gon n take u a nap

She's ******* crazy.

I would cried and killed myself right then and there